You wake up. It’s dark. Somewhere a fan is humming.
Your eyes adjust. You’re in a container. Metal walls, a few small windows, and behind them stars. Just stars. No Earth anywhere.
There’s a note taped to the wall:
“You have everything you need to survive. Nothing goes in, nothing goes out. Good luck.”
I bring this one up with friends when the evening has gone quiet enough for it. It sounds like science fiction, and the first reaction is usually a joke about the toilet. Then somebody asks what’s in the room, and we’re off. What the experiment takes away is an assumption I’d never said out loud before I ran it. That there’s an “outside” that absorbs my mistakes and refills my supplies.
Life on autopilot
Back on Earth, you don’t think about any of this. You turn the tap and water comes out. You’re hungry, you go to the supermarket. You flush the toilet and the problem goes somewhere you’ve never seen and never have to think about.
That’s the comfortable version of living. Every need has a black box behind it, and someone, somewhere, keeps each box running for you. You don’t have to understand a single one of them.
Until one of them stops. Then you find out that a system you’ve never looked inside is a system you can’t fix, and you don’t even know who to call.
The container takes all those boxes away at once.
The moment the boxes disappear
In the container you have the same needs you’ve always had. Oxygen to breathe, water to drink, food to eat, somewhere for the waste to go because what goes in also comes out, energy to keep everything running, and temperature regulation because space is cold.
On Earth each of these is somebody else’s job. Here, every one of them is yours. There is no “outside” to pull from or dump into. Everything you exhale has to become oxygen again. Every drop of water you drink has to come back. Every scrap of food counts.
This is a closed system, and a closed system does something to your brain that an open one never does. It forces you to understand every process you depend on, because your life is now riding on each of them.
That’s the part I keep coming back to. The survival mechanics are fun, but the real shift is in how you’re forced to think the moment nothing is hidden from you anymore.
Working through it
Let’s walk through it, because the realization sets in somewhere in the details.
Oxygen and CO2
You breathe in oxygen, you breathe out CO2. A few hours in, the air goes bad. You have to do something about it, and “call the air company” isn’t on the table.
The first thing everyone reaches for is plants. Photosynthesis takes CO2 in and puts oxygen out, which sounds perfect.
The catch is the quantity. Estimates vary, but to keep one human breathing you need somewhere between 300 and 700 plants, depending on type and light. And those plants need light, which means energy.
The second option is chemical scrubbers, which is what the ISS does. Lithium hydroxide (LiOH) or zeolite pulls CO2 out of the air. Lithium hydroxide runs out, though. Zeolite you can regenerate with heat, which is better for a closed system.
The third is the Sabatier reaction, and the ISS runs that too. CO2 plus hydrogen gives methane plus water. The hydrogen comes from electrolysis of water. The methane gets vented to space, which is a deliberate leak in the loop. The water you keep.
In a perfectly closed container you’d want to turn that methane into something useful instead of throwing it overboard. Hard, but not impossible.
Water
You lose water constantly: sweat, breath, urine, feces. In a closed system, all of it has to come back.
The ISS handles this with the Water Recovery System (WRS), and yes, that’s the part where they drink recycled urine. The Urine Processing Assembly distils and filters it until it’s cleaner than tap water. Humidity from sweat and breathing gets condensed and filtered back into the supply as well.
Their recovery rate sits around 93%. The remaining 7% is lost and has to be resupplied from Earth. In your container there is no resupply, so you’d be chasing that last 7% with everything you have.
Food
This is where it gets hard.
Plants can produce food, but they need light (energy), water, nutrients (nitrogen, phosphorus, potassium, and more), and CO2.
The nutrients are the sticking point. In a closed system you have to compost human waste and turn it back into plant food. Biologically that works, composting or vermicomposting with worms, but it costs time and space and patience. Nobody at the table enjoys this part of the conversation.
The ISS sidesteps the whole problem by getting food shipped up from Earth. Experiments like MELISSA (Micro-Ecological Life Support System Alternative) from ESA are the ones trying to close the food loop completely.
The honest answer is that full self-sufficiency needs a fairly complex ecosystem. Plants on their own won’t do it. You need bacteria, fungi, maybe insects or fish for protein. A whole web rather than a single crop.
Energy
Solar panels are the obvious call. No clouds in space, so the sun is reliable.
But you need storage for when you’re in shadow. Batteries, or maybe flywheels for kinetic storage.
Nuclear is an option too. RTGs (Radioisotope Thermoelectric Generators) power deep-space missions. They also run down, just over decades instead of hours.
Temperature
Direct sun cooks you. Shadow is -270°C.
The ISS uses multi-layer insulation blankets, radiators that dump heat into space, and heat pumps that move heat to where it’s needed.
You can’t throw heat away without losing it, and in a closed system you’d rather move it around than waste it.
What this does to your thinking
Here’s the thing that hooked me the first time I sat with this experiment. It forces you to think in feedback loops instead of straight lines.
In an open system you think linearly:
Input → Process → Output → (somewhere else)
In a closed system you think in circles:
Every output has to become an input for something else. Waste stops being a category, because whatever comes out of one process has to feed the next one. All that’s left is resources sitting in the wrong place.
That’s systems thinking in one sentence. You stop staring at individual parts and start looking at how they connect. What flows in, what flows out, and where the loops close or leak.
And it maps almost exactly onto how I think about infrastructure. When I run something myself, I want to know where every resource comes from and where it goes. A managed service is the tap on Earth. Convenient and invisible, and a mystery on the day it breaks. The container is my homelab. Nothing is hidden, everything is mine to understand, and that’s the whole point. I wrote more about why in Sovereign Infrastructure, but the container is the cleanest way I’ve found to explain the feeling.
Buckminster Fuller’s Spaceship Earth
In 1968 Buckminster Fuller wrote Operating Manual for Spaceship Earth. His claim was that Earth already is a spaceship. A closed system with finite resources, drifting through the universe.
“We are all astronauts on a little spaceship called Earth.”
The difference from my container is scale. Earth is big enough that we never feel the walls. We get to pretend “outside” exists, that we can dump waste without consequence and pull resources without running dry.
The rules don’t change with size, though. There’s no “away” for plastic in the ocean and no tank of fossil fuels that refills itself. The CO2 we emit stays in the system with us.
Shrinking it down to a container is what makes it land. Suddenly you’re the one breathing that air and drinking that water, and the black box you never looked inside is now the machine keeping you alive.
Why I think this way
For context on how my brain works, see Working with an AuDHD brain.
One thing I’ve noticed about myself is that I see systems whether I want to or not. Hand me a problem and I’m already zooming out. Where does this come from, and where does it go?
It can be a lot. Sometimes a person just wants a quick answer and I’m three layers deep in second-order effects. For this kind of thought experiment it fits, though, because the experiment rewards exactly the move my brain makes anyway.
I keep returning to the container because it’s a safe place to practice that thinking. Nothing real is at stake, and you still walk away with something you can use.
What it leaves you with
It’s a philosophical exercise, but the takeaways are concrete.
Waste is a design flaw
If you produce something you can’t reuse, you designed a leak. In the container a leak kills you. On Earth it just takes longer to notice, but the principle holds.
Efficiency is survival
In the container every drop of water is precious and every watt counts. You’d never leave a tap running or a light burning. The only reason we do it on Earth is that the walls are far enough away to ignore.
Complexity is fragile
The more moving parts, the more that can break. In the container you want robust, simple systems with redundancy. It’s the same reason I lean on GitOps and declarative configuration. Simple, predictable systems I can reason about when something goes wrong.
Keep asking where it goes
Most problems start with linear thinking. “I need this, I get it from somewhere, I use it, done.” Circular thinking keeps asking the next question. And then? Where does it go? How does it come back?
Back to the container
So there you are. Stars outside the windows. Everything you need already in the room with you.
What do you do?
You start with an inventory. What’s here? Plants, seeds, water, a purification system, solar panels, batteries, tools, a compost bin, maybe an aquaponics setup with fish.
Then you map the flows: oxygen, water, food, energy, heat. You hunt for the leaks, the places where you’re quietly losing resources. You tighten each loop until it closes.
Slowly, methodically, you build a system that keeps you alive without anything coming in or going out. By the time you’re done there isn’t a process in that room you don’t understand, because you couldn’t afford to leave one as a black box.
Fuller ran that exercise on the whole planet in 1968. I run it on a container, with whichever friend is in the mood, and the homelab is where I get to do it for real.
Further reading:
- Operating Manual for Spaceship Earth, Buckminster Fuller’s original essay
- ISS Environmental Control and Life Support System, NASA’s technical documentation
- MELISSA Project, ESA’s research into closed ecosystems
- Thinking in Systems, Donella Meadows’ classic on systems thinking
